Fireball

I am a spaz.

Like a New Year's Eve popper

Exploding in your face

Confetti up your nose

In body, a fireball.

In spirit, a fire.

A world without the close ones

Like floating in space

No one to laugh

At my dumb jokes

In body, a fireball.

In spirit, a fire.

I am worried

Fun is only fun when

It's still fun in the morning

They don't believe me

In body, a fireball.

In spirit, a fire.

They're useless

Or so they say

They don't know

How much they're worth

To me.

To Him.

In body, a fireball.

In spirit, a fire.

I know what they don't

I'm sorry I never said

How much you mean

To me.

To Him.

I'm so sorry.