Which Will It Be, Boy? [Poem Version]

Why so far away?
I thought you said
You loved me
But really
Do we know love?
So young, So...
unknowing
I, unstable
You, unconscious
Of what you do to me
Make me feel things
Make me think things
I don't know why
I can't explain it
I don't want to
I, so thinking
You, so feeling
Saying only what you mean
And I misinterpret
Everything
Overreacting at the slightest sign
Of rejection
For affection

I'm done feeling broken
I'm done over thinking

Here you are, my darling dear
Have the piece of my heart
You didn't mean to steal
If you truly want it
To have and to hold
To treasure forever
Call back to me
And I'll return
I'll run to you
And I'll race your heart to the finish line
Where I see you waiting for me

But if only you crave
A single breathe of me
Exhale
Let me go
Leave me, my love
You truly don't
understand
You are then not worthy
Of such a prize as this
My heart
is mine!
Til you decide
But take your time

Which will it be?

Now and forever
or
For now and never