Toyland

I originally wrote the first verse thinking of the last guy I gave my heart away to. Even now, more than a year later, it's still helping me through this. In a school full of premature relationships, an enormous need for real love, and compromises made for it, this song continually keeps me in check.
Thank you, Father, for giving me these lyrics.

I see you and it all comes back to me

I watched you fade

It all seemed black but see

I didn't really know what I wanted at the time

Can you help me find my way?

I've got something on my mind

You were everything I've always wanted

But you never seemed to meet my needs

It all comes down to me

I'm giving up on you and your for now

Until a time that's not so far from now

Please just understand

I'm moving out of Toyland

Looking back on our relationship

There's something wrong

Something so wrong with it

Emotions can't drive every move I make

Should I stay with the plan

Or leave my heart at stake?

You were everything I've always wanted

But you always seemed to let me down

Stop, just hear me out.

I'm giving up on you and yours for now

Until a time that's not so far from now

Please just understand

I'm moving out of Toyland

Now it's time for things to fall in place

Moving on

Won't need to see your face

My feeling won't take ahold of me today

My heart will let me down

But that will be okay becuase

There's someone out there who's everything I want

And He'll never cease to meet my needs

It all comes down to me

Can't you see? It's just not worth it

He needs my heart whole, pure, and perfect

Try to comphrehend

I've been around more than I want to

Just know I don't hold anything against you

Please just understand

I'm moving out of Toyland.

I see you and it all comes back to me...